- You don’t have to get up for work. You don’t have the energy to take on the day or even shower. Stay in bed.
- God, why aren’t you taking care of yourself? You’re such a burden to everybody around you. Why can’t you just be normal?
- You’ll never get rid of me. You don’t even know how to get back to “normal”. You’re stuck with me and my friend Anxiety forever.
- Nobody really loves you or cares about you. You’re honestly a real inconvenience to everybody around you and they’re just being polite. They just don’t want you to start crying again.
- Lay in bed until really late at night but don’t do anything. Just stare at the walls and be stuck in your head to the point you want to cry or die.
- Not sure how to get rid of me? I know a good way. It involves your car and the highway. Oh wait, you’re too anxious to drive anywhere. Looks like I’m staying and you’re suffering.
- They don’t love you. Nobody does. How could they? Look at yourself. You’re a mess; you haven’t showered in days, you’re wearing the same clothes you wore yesterday, you cry all the time, and you hardly talk.
- Nothing you say matters. Keep your mouth shut. Nobody needs to know I’m here.
Month: January 2017
Lessons I Learned in A Psychiatric Hospital
- There are generally three causes to mental illness: Biological, Psychological, and Social.
- It affects every single gender, race, occupation, status, age, sexuality.
- Suicidal thoughts are only a symptom. It does not reflect you as a person.
- Depression is one of the most mentally blinding illnesses.
- “We didn’t become ill over night. We can’t expect to be healed in one day.”
- What people think of me and my mental illnesses does not reflect me.
- None of this is something to be ashamed about.
- You are alive for a reason. There is not a single life that is a waste.
Introduction
Hello! My name is Hope! I’m 21 years old and I live in Georgia. I have an almost 14 year old cat named Cocoa and she is my shadow. I have a black belt in Tae Kwon Do and I knit when I’m not at work or sleeping. I’m outgoing, sometimes witty, and always a goofball. If you’re easily embarrassed, then let me know before you go out in public with me because I will make a scene if you don’t warn me.
I should be packing right now, but I’m procrastinating on here. My dad and I are cleaning and getting everything ready to move out. I’ll be moving in with my loving boyfriend and my dad will be living with his fiance. But I’ve been so pumped to start this blog that I wanted to go ahead and get my first post out there.
I’ll probably post a good bit about mental illness and life lessons I’ve learned throughout life. I try to see lessons in every little thing that happens to me, so I like to think I’ve learned a bit about life and I’ve experienced how God works.
Anyway, welcome to my blog and I hope you enjoy what I post!
My Experience in A Psychiatric Hospital
“White walls and loneliness.”
“I think of the cliche movie psych ward. With the padded walls, straight jackets and such. I’m sure in the real world its a lot more realistic. Probably group therapy sessions and stuff.”
“Crazy person prison”